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16 December 2009 @ 11:02 am
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remember all the things we wanted? now all our memories, they're haunted. we were always meant to say goodbye. even with our fists held high, it never would have worked out right. we were never meant for do or die. i didn't want us to burn out, i didn't come here to hurt you, now i can't stop. i want you to know, that it doesn't matter where we take this road, someone's gotta go. & i want you to know, you couldn't have loved me better. but i want you to move on, so i'm already gone. looking back, it makes it harder, but i know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry. it started with a perfect then, we could feel the poison set in. nothing could keep this love alive. you know that i love you so, i love you enough to let you go.
 
 
08 December 2009 @ 07:40 pm
i was 130 on sunday.
i got ahold of adderallll yesssss
and some senna tea since i wanted to do the master cleanse.
then realized shit i have no fucking lemons..
sooo i've just been fasting and working out insanely.

it's tuesday and i'm 123 right now..
that's 7 lbs since sunday which isn't bad but ugh.
really taylor?? 123? you were fucking like.. 110 this time last year.
pathetic.
if i can get down to at least 112 before the 16th or 17th
i think i'll visit dan in sf.
i refuse to look fat in front of his roomate jon
considering i've fucked him... numerous times within meeting him
he's cute, and cool. iono, we talk but ehhh you live sf.


anyways yeah. i really don't think that's impossible.
with adderall, and tons of working out and stepping on the scale
and motivation to buy cute clothes 112 is doable.

that's...11 lbs in like 7 days.. wait what?


OKAY FINE. i'm just gunna fucking lose as much as i fucking can
because this is ridiculous. and i'm tired of being fat.

this is all just me rambling.


i think a bunch of it is water weight to be honest
i'm terribly ill and i'm on my period sooo
let's pray.



i better be 120 or under tomorrow morning.
if i'm plateued at fucking 123 i'll be really pissed.


out
 
 
 
 

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