The weather today is reminding me of spring. Although it's the first day of winter, the snow is partially melted and it's foggy out. I didn't even need to wear the coat I walked out of the house wearing this morning. Even though it isn't incredibly warm in general it reminds me of the spring and that I need to be thin by the time the snow melts. There is nothing I want or need more for myself right now. I could go on and on about what everything would be like if I was but the bottom line is that I would be confident and happy. I willbe confident and happy. 18.5 pounds to go, I hope I can make it. I need to.